记得blog的第一首背景音乐是Bang Gang的It‘s allright。

那是送给一个即将出国的朋友的歌。

ta说，别以为我听不懂歌词的意思，我笑。

 

前两天和朋友去了海边。

去海边的感想有且只有三种：高兴，平静，不高兴。

首先，我不在这里写不高兴的事；

其次，我不在这里写重复的东西；

最后，我之前已经写过两篇去海边的感想了；

综上所述，即为我没有写第三篇游记的原因。

看我有多理性，真该把我理性的样子照下来。

可我最怕照相了，总觉得用底片把时间硬生生留住是件残忍的事。

 

 

看了一本叫《牌桌阅人术》的书。

书上说面部表情生来就具有欺骗性，婴儿很早就学会对自己不喜欢的人假笑。

而有些部位比如脚，或者人类瞬间的本能反应才是最诚实的。

大脑中古老的哺乳脑控制诚实的反应，而较新的新皮层则负责欺骗。

这算不算是Truth from the past？

 

有时候想就这么一篇一篇写下去，慢慢老去。

真实的自己慢慢被人淡忘，然后这里的自己成为真实。

这样我就变成一个纯粹的快乐的人！

我可真不理性。

 

Ghosts from the past

 

You fall like an angel to me
And you fell and broke your wings
It was never meant to last
You were just a ghost from the past

I thought you really could be real
That my heart was ready to bleed
When I walked through pain and fear
You would totally disappear

You know that I love you, you know what I need
You know that I find you so tender so sweet
We walked through the darkness, we walked in the sun
We shared all our sorrows, we shared all our love
You said that you love me you said that you cared
So how could I know I had something to fear
I don't know where you are I know that you're hurt
I should have been able to sense your alert

You came like a stranger to me
And you said you were for real
Now I do know where this will end
I was cold and I needed a friend
I turned on the light so you could see
I was stuck in some other dream
Still my eyes were crystal clear
You came closer and shattered my tears

Chorus

How could you say you want me to go
When my diamond was starting to glow
When you knew that I wanted you so
You left me alone